a bit sad lol

2 day was quite ok lah...he no more make me mad all the time ad....don know why he so gud 2 day????now i slowly changing myself not 2 go late 2 work since i got my 1 warning letter....till now is still ok...still under going proses...then after my afternoon shift i had 2 attend a small n short(so call short meeting)we start meeting at 4.15pm-5.30pm...i hardly had time 2 rest or sleep coz later i went 4 break i had 2 be down at my rest be4 6 coz 2 teach my new bar man 2 do stuff...haizzzzzz....was so sleepy n tired....then after work jien told me got training.but i did not attend due 2 work...then later go indo mee lah...he say they ll be there...so i went there had a chat then suppose 2 pick my gf hum...n there is where the sad part came...me i don like last min do stuff wan...don know why...but i was a bit sad coz she jz told me that she wan 2 stay coz she wan 2 meet some 1...i was kind of happy + sad...i was happy coz she was in 2 the buisness...sad coz i onli can see her some times...not every time due 2 working time n not same offday...she push me a side jz 2 see this person...we seldome go out see also not more than 1 hour then she had 2 go ad...yet she can make a desition when i was waiting 4 her with my dad....but is ok...i know i wont mad 4 long....i use 2 it ad...sure the next day i ok ad wan...but stiil i was a bit hurt lah...