time pass and things change...

is going to be a hell of a semester for me...in F&B class will be many trips to go to and if we never went for the trip we sure will miss the experience and the stuff we learn will come out in our exam...we also will be spending tons of money on this particular subject...haizzzzz...why must spend so much leh...lol...Time passes by and Things changes very fast...i felt like all of the sudden a piece of puzzle or even a glimpse of memory missing in the part of my life...what is past is past...i cant look back anymore...now what i have to do is built my network and do what i must do and not letting down my parents...i will be giving all my best to you guys...back to the piece of memory missing i cant believe that is going back to the START...if that is the way then i will FOLLOW...and i will be leaving that piece of memory lock up for the rest of my LIFE...

learning French...

this language we are learning is killing me...haizzzz...dam sad wei in class also can get bully by the lecturer WTF...the photocopy guy was busy and cant do it in time mah and how the hack i know u was in college the whole time and i also don't have your number how to call leh???just like that i kena bully by lecturer every time talking the BOOK word...haizzzz....pai seh lol...in life things have change and it is changing very fast and i kind of don't like it...i like last time more better...but now don't know i just don't like it so much...

left alone in the corner

don't know why i feel like i am left at a corner of a dark place...all alone sitting there not knowing anything had happen around me...felt dam sad...the feeling of being left out is totally being clueless of what happening...some times got info but some times not even a single thing...is like changing the mail place...the emptiness i felt...T_T

fucking hate it

why everything have to turn out to be a pain in the ass in the end???what is wrong with some kind of people???what is the FUCKING problem???i hate it...1 they were friend and wanted to be couple but in the end fight...WHAT THE FUCK man !!!! what the hell is he thinking anyway??? treating a fellow friend like that...it made me pist off man...we were 1 a happy group knowing u were not that shy anymore...and was happy about it...and now some thing had happen he some how don't care about her just like a blink of and eye???i hate this kind of friend...is this what u call a FRIEND??? last time we go where also as a group and tag each other on FACEBOOK and SMS all the time to care for her...and now everything seems like everything is changing...we don't hang out most of the time till other people have to invite only are together we go as a group...if not he also wont bother to sms or call her...and now he say her is very fan and telling her that if u want to follow u can come along no need to ask wan...the problem is he also never tell her anything about the plan and all and he expect she to go ??? it does not make any sense??? now is like a broken heart that cant be put back together even trying harder to glue back also no use...we are like a lost chick that is lost forever...friend till like that better don't get started also...is like she wont be in our group anymore and life out of it and now the other person asking only she will follow...when we are with him she is also scared to follow and the reason is she thinks that he beh song her like that...now what ever things have to do with him, she will not be there as well...i FUCKING HATE THIS kind of feeling... totally hate it...FUCK him !!!!!

@_@

i have lost count how many days already my leg is still like that...sitting hopelessly at home doing what??? on9, FB-ing, read my book, and playing game that all i am doing at home and some other personal stuff(don't over think).my aunt is back from Seremban to visit her friend and now i am bored and lonely sitting at home and not much i can hang out with friends...

lonely...i am mr lonely....

been very lonely this days...have nothing to do at all laying on the bed doing nothing but reading my book Thirst 3...yesterday was reading till excited and sleep at 4 ++...was nice till i can't sleep...was happy reading that all i did...seeing you done your teeth and being very happy i was happy about it also...then when you have to say you have a high fever and even worst you say you was running in the rain and sprain your leg...i was worried till i was worried lah...now waiting for your message or pick up my call...i was thinking maybe you was sleeping already since you have a fever and maybe sleeping like a piglet with the Santa Bear you are hugging...miss going to college and the study...don't know why

Happy New Year !!!!!

it was fun and dangerous New Year Eve !!!! it was a last minute call out also...been 5 days laying on the bed and was starting to get to my nerve and got bad mood in the end and start got angry with YOU a bit...don't know why also but am really sorry...i did not mean it...so when you ask me out that why i also follow did not care my condition also...got nag a bit from mom and aunt also still go out...hehehe...was fun also but can die wan...went out with YOU, Charles and Andy...went to Sunway was jam like hell but in the end found parking in the shopping mall...was so many people there doing count down and playing with SPRAY !!!! all the CFC can kill us man...so much they all buy and spray i got spray the most from my secondary school friends and some unknown people...was fun seeing YOU so happy when you finally can go do your teeth on Monday...hope you don't regret...you happy then can ad...seeing you so happy i also feel happy for you...it was a Fun New Year Eve Celebration...i was still OKU(Orang Kurang Upaya) that time still walking badly also...but don't know wanted to see you also...hehehe...so i also go despise my foot like that...Oh yah...in the afternoon went to Urut ad and i keep on thinking why so long also haven ok ??? i may be hurt my bone also when i twisted my ankle also...haizzzz the pain the boringness haizzzzz T_T